I went to register, and now, I am officially a Bardian!! That means I’ll be a college student next fall. It’s hard to believe…
Actually, yesterday, I was feeling quite overwhelmed about it all; graduating, having to learn to drive this summer, finding a job, taking 4 classes next semester… What if all this work of applying was for naught? What if I turned out to be a horrible college student?
And as I sat there wallowing in my hopelessness, I saw a little ant. It was dragging along the carcass of another insect easily five times its size. There was no anthill in site, so I assumed that that ant was going to have to keep dragging that other bug a looooong way.
But he didn’t seem tired, and he didn’t seem to be thing This is just too hard for me! He kept at it.
So I decided that I should take after this ant, and follow his example. I continued watching him, my admiration growing every minute, as he struggling but persevered, dragging his load over, under, and around many obstacles.
And then, he began to approach a grate.
As he did, I wondered if he knew that it was behind him. But I had faith that he would have some strange insect intuition and figure how to overcome this next obstacle. Unfortunately it was then that he dragged the corpse a little too close to one of the holes and it fell in.
At first it seemed like he would save it! He was still holding on to it, but it was dangling down, and the weight was too much, so he dropped it.
He wandered away, sans cargo, looking very confused.
Sometimes you work really hard for something and you still don’t reach your goal. Well, it was a metaphor, but not the one I was looking for! Somehow it reassured me though.
Some people (me) just worry and worry. But in the end, nothing is certain.
You just have to push forward into the unknown and hope for the best.